How did you feel when you turned 17? and before you went off to college?

im turning 17 in a couple months and i still feel....i dont knoq, like kiddish. i dont act immature or anything like that its just. i dont FEEL the way i thought being 17 is supposed to. like you know when you were little and you thought of being 16, 17, 18? and you pictured yourself so grownup and knowlegable and all expericenced when you were about to go to college? i dont know about you but i did. and right know im going through the whole processes of chossing colleges and all that and it seems so wierd sometimes because i dont feel...older i guess? i still feel like a kid somtimes. so anyways, how did you feel when you were 17 and going through this process of colleges?